As I edit....

I'm currently working on someone's wedding... and as I usually do, I just let my mind float from image to image.  Now don't worry, I'm looking at things as I should, light, balance, etc... but my mind just dances from image to image.

What I'm about to type is likely a wrong thing to post... but I'm going to do it anyway.  I enjoy the power I have as a photo-tag.  Now it's not power in the muhahah I will end you kinda way... but it's power in stopping time. 

I'm not afraid to die, I never will be, I'm afraid of not being alive.  I don't have time to do what I want, to learn what I need to and/or want to, nor to meet enough, see enough, be enough.  Through my work and my music I can allow time to be stopped, that moment where you looked into your now husband's eyes, that wave of emotion, I just caught that.  That's what I want to do... for me.

What you just read is 100% correct... it's what I want to do for me.  I want to play music, I want to show you pain, I want you to hear bliss, I want to invite you away from life for a while...  In the end we all seem to want to "get away"... we drink, we complain, we vacation, we sleep in... but really what do we want?

To be a part of something bigger.. and in the end, the irony of it all, is we just may be and not know it...


Turn it up... I promise it will be worth listening to....

Mouse

PS:  Yes that was ADD, and that's how my mind works.. scarey eh?